older wiser ?

Dear Bun,

i know it’s difficult to remain in this strange-relationship, for you
and i’m not gonna change my mind, my attitude, my habit
because i want to know how you handle it

and yes, i feel so emotional this entire month
dont know why, maybe because i become more older ?
people say when you’re older, you’ll becoming wiser
but it’s not for me. i feel like being more childish -__-"

keep fighting if you want to keep me..

Sincerely,
Bul