Another One Third Has Passed (3)

Allah always doing His work in the most effectively way He knows about. We, as human, never really know what His plan on us. We only have to put our trust on Him that He always know what the best for us..

One year that I planned to be my mourning period, has got me into a lot of surprises. And thank God, they are beautiful and take me to a lot of people and journey. People who knows about the past moment I was into, and knows what the future will be (insyaallah aminnn) giving so much support I never imagined before.

I know I have thought about how the negative things will brought my life to. I know that I am doing it to protect my ownself from feeling disappointed again. But now I realized that He wants to show me that I still can have some things in life I dreamed before. He wants me to still have faith on Him. And I thank Him for that.. :")

Actually, I think I don't really need this kind of post again in the future. But I'll still write one more at June, to complete my one year mourning period journey. Then I will put one song for my gratitude to Him. I know this is a love song, but I think it's too much to point it to one person. So, I will present this song to Allah.. :")

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Because You Loved Me
Performed by Celine Dion
Lyrics from www.azlyrics.com (link)

For all those times You stood by me
For all the truth that You made me see
For all the joy You brought to my life
For all the wrong that You made right
For every dream You made come true
For all the love I found in You
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz You believed
I'm everything I am
Because You loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, You gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had Your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day You gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by You

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because You loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining Your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies You were the truth
My world is a better place because of You

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz You believed
I'm everything I am
Because You loved me

I'm everything I am
Because You loved me

Bincang

* membicarakan perjalanan hidup masing-masing *
Suneo: "Hm, kalau misalnya aku memilih kesempatan itu, mungkin nggak begini sekarang ya.."
Aku: "Begini bagaimana..?"
Suneo: "Ya begini ini, bertemu dan berkenalan dengan kamu.."
Aku: "Hm, bisa jadi.."
Suneo: "Dengan satu hal berbeda terjadi dalam keputusanku, semua ini nggak bakalan ada. Dan di dimensi yang lain, mungkin aku akan melihat kamu sebagai pribadi yang berbeda.."
Aku: "Berbeda bagaimana..?"
Suneo: "Ya, mungkin aku akan sangat menghormati kamu.."
Aku: "Lho, emang yang sekarang bagaimana? Kamu tidak menghormati aku, begitu?"
Suneo: "Tetap menghormati, tapi mungkin tidak akan seakrab dan terasa sebaya seperti ini.."
Aku: "Aku mengerti. Tapi, bisa saja walaupun kamu mengambil keputusan-keputusan lain, kita tetap akan ada di sini.."
Suneo: * terdiam *
Aku: "..karena bagaimana pun, jika sudah tertulis dalam takdirNya, kita tetap akan sampai pada titik ini. Tidak ada satu hal apapun yang bisa menolaknya. Pun ketika bukan takdirNya, mau diusahakan seperti apapun, tidak akan ada saat seperti ini terjadi.."
Suneo dan aku: * tersenyum *